Shit Happens

Everything happens for a reason, but you have to figure out that reason.

I wish I didn’t fall in love with a douchebag.

My Bestfriend

Oh well,but to my bestfriend, you know who you are. I’m so blessed to call you my bestfriend for so many reasons. You have legit seen me and my lowest times and my best times. I’m so appreciative that you have stuck with me through this hell hole of a year. Even though, we found out a lot about each other mainly just what pisses each other off. And I don’t want to seem like gay for writing all these appreciative things you have done for me. lol seriously no homo. But I don’t think anyone else would put up through all my bullshit of being a shit friend sometimes. You know I’m a fucking phone call away, and I hope you know I’d do anything for you like fucking anything. You are my bestfriend, and since I have been such a shit friend in the past, I’m about to change that real fast. I really want to hang out a lot this summer, cause we are a lot alike and can learn from each others mistakes and what works. And plus last summer was just fucking epic. I’m not going to get fucked up as much, yes there will be days were I do, but I have come to realize that is my personality, and you know that. I would send you this over text but it’s way to big and I would leave out little details. I have been really finding out a lot about myself lately, and I have really been in the best mood I have been single. I hope you have realized that too. I know your going through a hard time with the whole Tyler thing and all that confusion. But you don’t need a boy, at all. They always just stress you out and keep you worried. Live worried free for a while, just doing you. I have seen this happen; Kyle, Brady, Tyler. There all shitbags and you deserve like so much better, and i know that sounds cliche. But it’s so true. It absoultely kills me when I hear people say you have a bitchy personality, no people that is just a girl that doesn’t take anybodies shit and you bitches should be looking up to her! Trust me, right when that comes out of their mouthes, I fire back. I know we really haven’t been friends for that long, but we know soo much about each other in such a short amount of time. I honestly can’t even see myself without having you as my bestfriend cause you have put such an impact on me and how I live my life. I really do look up to you, and you are such a fucking awesome person with so many poteintals in life. One day a good guy is going to come along and realize you got it all. Guys in highschool can’t understand you, you’ve been through it ALL. People can’t relate to that shit, they think they can, but they really can’t. So this is practically just a big ass thank you letter for putting such a possitive impact on my life. Highschool is when you learn so much about yourself, and I’m so glad  I have such a great bestfriend to live the best 4 years of my life with. Don’t let anyone tell you, you aren’t good enough, or aren’t smart enough, or aren’t pretty enough. I love you so much Angela, thank you for everything you have done for me.